Remember ME...( By: Ankita Goyal)

The most beautiful phase of my life was you

I loved thee a lot

Its so hard for me to accept

That you love me not...

I saw you as my life partner

Wanted to spend my whole life with you

All those dreams are broken

And my life is screwed...

We will still be friends forever

But how can I see you with another

With whom I wanted to spend my life forever

Is in the arms of some other...

Oh! How much I will hate myself?

For not being worthy of you

I wish you could only understand

That I truly loved you...

I know it's all a matter of destiny

But I feel so helpless

When I see all this happening around me

I just become clueless...

All those moments spent with you

I will cherish throughout my life

What you’ve given me, you’ll never understand

May you always shine like a light...

Weather was awesome outside

I was waiting for you

You looked so smart and handsome

That I couldn’t lay my eyes off you...

We sat in movie together

Your warmth I could feel

A walk in the water park

And after that a lovely meal...

That feeling of holding hands

Walking in the rain together

Fighting on small-small things

That I’ll forget never...

I have broken down

With broken heart pieces scattered all over me together

Nothing can fix them back again

Where have you gone my laughter?

Ill go far away from you

Where even my shadow you cannot see

Hope I touched your heart a little

That thee will remember me...

I will miss you a lot my love

Don’t forget me ever

Remember that I am happy

By seeing you happy forever and ever...

The Proposal

Down on his kneels

With a rose in his hand

Singing a serenade

With flowers all around my land...

My eyes filled with tears

I come running down

Waiting for my yes

His head going round and round..

Finally standing before him

Looking in to each other’s eyes

Blushing on my face

And melting inside like an ice...

Will you be mine forever?

Ill always take care of you

You will be my first priority

In whatever things I do...

Will you marry me?

Ill always keep you happy

I would never let you cry

And will always love you madly...

I took rose from his hand

He hugged me tightly

Tears of happiness down my eyes

I didn’t want to part, even slightly..

Yes I will marry you my love

I was in his arms, Love was in the air

It seemed like all the happiness

Was right over there...

What am I searching for?

Finding myself within you

Or finding myself inside?

I think I am like an option

Because I am always kept aside...

I don’t know what to do

Or where should I go

All I want is your attention

For which my heart adores...

The fire burning inside me

Asks me so many questions

I am not able to live peacefully

Because I want to know your intentions...

Why am I so impatient

Why cant I wait

Why am I scared of loosing you

To all these answers, my heart awaits...

Knowing that you are in my life

Why do I still feel lonely

Don’t you love me, Oh beloved?

Then why can’t I feel it only?

For all these answers that I seek

I deeply thought in solitude

It is the love that my heart is craving for

Nothing else in this world can compensate...

This is because you are too far away

My hand stretches out to feel you, touch you

My eyes wait to see just one glimpse of yours

Oh! I wish, If only this you knew…

Now I cant wait anymore

Deeply in pain with a broken heart

Tears shedding from my eyes

And I am falling apart…

The Pain

There is one thing

Which tears my heart apart

That is the pain which I see

In my beloved’s heart…

How can I be happy?

Knowing that you are ill

Wish I was there with you

To take care of you as my desired will…

Knowing that nobody’s there with you

Makes me feel more worried

Then how can you tell me to be calm and relaxed

When I want to come to you scurried...

Get well soon my love

For your wellness is all I pray

Seeing this condition of yours

I am dying every day…

I want to be with you

All night and day

I can’t live without you anymore

Come! Take me away!

~Shades Of Sea~

Why tears roll down my eyes

Is this is what I deserve?

To be treated badly, unwanted

Because I am not good looking

enough…

People with good looks deserve a big vow

How hard hearted they may be from inside

Ugly people, howsoever good they may be

Are always kept aside…

People are ashamed of going

With the one who is not good looking

But they forget what they themselves are

Undeserving, unworthy at whom life is laughing and mocking…

The color of water changes

With the emerging and setting sun

And so is the physical beauty

That will eventually shed and its already begun…

These people don’t understand

The true meaning of love

Physical appearance may touch the eyes

But would never touch the hearts hub…

These are called the shades of sea

And this is the sad truth I’ve found

This would continue to happen

Because this world is round…

I don’t care about this world anymore

Because the real beauty they cannot see

This is me, and I am proud of myself

And no one else, I’d rather be…

I feel so sad for such people

For true meaning of life they cannot discover

When they realize, it’s too late

And they are only left to suffer…

Never judge a person by his appearance,

Look into his heart, because if he cheats you

You would be badly wounded

And your heart would tear apart…

At that time his beauty will look like a curse

For you will curse yourself

That true meaning of love you couldn’t understand

By indulging in false pride which eventually fell….

That day I would be standing in front of you

Not to pity, nor to laugh at your condition

But as God’s messenger, to tell you

The real meaning of love and life as mentioned…

Tears in beloved’s eyelashes…

Don’t be angry my love

I can’t live without you

It was not my mistake

And it’s true…

I can’t see you sad

It pains a lot inside

Knowing that I am the reason

My heart cried and cried

Secret tears from my eyes flow

Not wanting you to give pain anymore

But how can I maintain a façade

In front of you, whom my heart adores

My ears wait to hear your voice

And my hands to feel your touch

Leave the anger now my love

Don’t make me wait so much

With your happiness lies mine

Oh I wish that this you knew

If you will cry a single tear

I promise ill cry too…

Come my love, let’s hold hands

And be together again

Like the beads of a broken chain

Are linked into one single lovely chain…

I Cry...By Ankita Goyal

What I thought as reality

Was just an illusion

My heart is at fault

Oh! What a delusion

I guess I was so wrong

Couldn’t understand myself

My heart is crying out in pain

And in a constant war with itself

Don’t blame me for loving you

You are so charming

Your intelligence and personality is such

That I never thought addicted to you would be so harming

You gave me so much love and care

That to thy friendship I bid adieu

I couldn’t help myself

But to fall in love with you

It was these moments I was searching for

Since I understood the meaning of love

Oh dear! Then how could I let you go

Wanted to keep you as a cage with a lovely dove

Love is not binding with chains

Then why there is so much cry and hue

My love is true and pure

Doubt me, but never doubt my love for you

When I saw you going, I realized

That you are the one

Now my heart is not in control of myself

Because love is done

My heart cries, I am feeling numb

Not realizing what to do

Come back my love

I am incomplete without you