Monday, June 25, 2012

The Masquerader ~ By: Ankita Goyal

Body on sale
Feelings carved out
Takin higher
This lust
 
Drugs, alcohol
Disc lights
Variety 
Blinded eyes
 
Highest bidder
Pay thy price
Soul betrayed
In loves search
 
Closed room
Dim lights
Action begins
Satisfied
 
Found not love
New day
Face changed
Another try
 
Fooling thyself
Knoweth not
Wasting life
Only regrets


Friday, June 17, 2011

Unconditional Love (Ankita Goyal)




To love someone,
from the bottom of your heart,
is to care for them,
even when you are apart..

You just laugh for his happiness,
when you wanna cry out loud,
even though you feel lonely,
while standing in the crowd...

Unconditional love,
is to die day by day,
silently in memory of someone,
for whom love is a play..

They say, I love you the most of all,
I am just dating a few,
You will still believe them,
Because your love for them is true.

In the end they say,
your love was never unconditional,
I don't care whether you are here or not,
because you are just an additional...

Remember these words of mine,
that person can never understand nor see,
he is blinded by false pleasures,
and one day he will weep...


Parched soul, dried tears,
trust God for the healing,
all you'll be left with is,
a reminiscence of a feeling...

So never love anyone,

till he's ready to take your heart away,
Because to love someone unconditionally,
you have to die everyday...

But why does it hurt?
Why do you still feel lonely?
Why do you want to make him yours?
Were you not loving unconditionally?

Calm Façade (Ankita Goyal)



For all those lonely,
Nights I spend...
I want my life,
To take a bend...

Where is the love?
That I am seeking for...
Who will love me?
Like the grace of God...

He will be with me,
In all walks of life...
And he will be,
My guiding light...

Love me like,
No one has ever loved anyone...
For me-
You will be the one..

To you-
I will give all my smiles and tears....
And you will collect them,
As all your souvenirs...

I stretch my hand out,
In this dark night...
Looking everywhere,
Searching for a light...

Come my love,
Hold my hand...
Rescue me,
Take away from this land...

Come soon,
I cant wait anymore...
Which leads to You,
I wanna open that door...

How I crave for you,
No one knows...
Happiness is what,
Heart never shows....

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Remember ME...( By: Ankita Goyal)

The most beautiful phase of my life was you

I loved thee a lot

Its so hard for me to accept

That you love me not...


I saw you as my life partner

Wanted to spend my whole life with you

All those dreams are broken

And my life is screwed...


We will still be friends forever

But how can I see you with another

With whom I wanted to spend my life forever

Is in the arms of some other...


Oh! How much I will hate myself?

For not being worthy of you

I wish you could only understand

That I truly loved you...


I know it's all a matter of destiny

But I feel so helpless

When I see all this happening around me

I just become clueless...


All those moments spent with you

I will cherish throughout my life

What you’ve given me, you’ll never understand

May you always shine like a light...


Weather was awesome outside

I was waiting for you

You looked so smart and handsome

That I couldn’t lay my eyes off you...


We sat in movie together

Your warmth I could feel

A walk in the water park

And after that a lovely meal...


That feeling of holding hands

Walking in the rain together

Fighting on small-small things

That I’ll forget never...


I have broken down

With broken heart pieces scattered all over me together

Nothing can fix them back again

Where have you gone my laughter?


Ill go far away from you

Where even my shadow you cannot see

Hope I touched your heart a little

That thee will remember me...


I will miss you a lot my love

Don’t forget me ever

Remember that I am happy

By seeing you happy forever and ever...

Thursday, August 26, 2010

The Proposal

Down on his kneels

With a rose in his hand

Singing a serenade

With flowers all around my land...


My eyes filled with tears

I come running down

Waiting for my yes

His head going round and round..


Finally standing before him

Looking in to each other’s eyes

Blushing on my face

And melting inside like an ice...


Will you be mine forever?

Ill always take care of you

You will be my first priority

In whatever things I do...


Will you marry me?

Ill always keep you happy

I would never let you cry

And will always love you madly...


I took rose from his hand

He hugged me tightly

Tears of happiness down my eyes

I didn’t want to part, even slightly..


Yes I will marry you my love

I was in his arms, Love was in the air

It seemed like all the happiness

Was right over there...

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

What am I searching for?

Finding myself within you

Or finding myself inside?

I think I am like an option

Because I am always kept aside...


I don’t know what to do

Or where should I go

All I want is your attention

For which my heart adores...


The fire burning inside me

Asks me so many questions

I am not able to live peacefully

Because I want to know your intentions...


Why am I so impatient

Why cant I wait

Why am I scared of loosing you

To all these answers, my heart awaits...


Knowing that you are in my life

Why do I still feel lonely

Don’t you love me, Oh beloved?

Then why can’t I feel it only?


For all these answers that I seek

I deeply thought in solitude

It is the love that my heart is craving for

Nothing else in this world can compensate...


This is because you are too far away

My hand stretches out to feel you, touch you

My eyes wait to see just one glimpse of yours

Oh! I wish, If only this you knew…


Now I cant wait anymore

Deeply in pain with a broken heart

Tears shedding from my eyes

And I am falling apart…

Saturday, July 31, 2010

The Pain

There is one thing

Which tears my heart apart

That is the pain which I see

In my beloved’s heart…


How can I be happy?

Knowing that you are ill

Wish I was there with you

To take care of you as my desired will…


Knowing that nobody’s there with you

Makes me feel more worried

Then how can you tell me to be calm and relaxed

When I want to come to you scurried...


Get well soon my love

For your wellness is all I pray

Seeing this condition of yours

I am dying every day…


I want to be with you

All night and day

I can’t live without you anymore

Come! Take me away!